Archive for January, 2008

Possessions

// January 31st, 2008 // No Comments » // Personal, Tech

As a follow up to the earlier introspective, a post more in keeping with my usual content: New Toys.

I should warn you that this is a fairly long post and may be of little interest to those without techno joy.

So the wonderful world of a new flat (more on that later … what? You’d rather have this in bit size pieces or in one big lump. Besides I have a quota to fill here and I’m already 29 posts out for January) has meant that I have had the opportunity to fulfil a couple of purchases to make life a little more enjoyable.

The first 3 items are all in a common vein and are all supporting my habit of watching movies:

1)The highlight of the living room is the new Sony Bravia 40” X Series HD ready LCD TV :-)

It’s a wonderful TV with an amazing picture and some serious connectivity options. it’s the first new TV I’ve owned since 1998 and I plan to have this one for at least 10 years. besides being HD ready with HDMI ports all over the place it also accepts native input from my laptop, HD input from the Wii and pretty much anything else. The menus contain a bewildering array of options to allow you to sharpen and tweak colour settings and images. The whole system plays very nicely with:
2)a Sony Blu-Ray disc player. Boy am I glad that Blu-Ray is winning the race for HiDef formats. The player has a couple of interesting features including the boot up time of a 386 but once it’s up and running the results are very impressive. It was part of the bundle with the TV and the main reason for actually bothering with this wonderful piece of next gen technology is simple: the payer has a magic gnome inside that takes existing DVDs and up samples them to 1080i complete with sharpening, artefact removal and general tidy ups. This means that the majority of DVD’s I already own look amazing played through it. I’ve done direct comparisons with other DVD players and can safely say that they don’t come close!

I can safely say that the Blu-Ray revolution is leaving me cold – most movies simply don’t look / sound sufficiently better to justify the £20 price tag and a lot of the remastered stuff is just plain ass. I mean come on people – Bullitt was made in 1968 and I don’t give a damn how well you rescan the film stock – it’s never going to be good enough to justify 1080i resolution. That said I suppose there is some mileage in the “true copy” argument but really not enough to part me from twenty quid.

I do have a small selection of Blu-Ray discs but these are mostly new movies (indeed I think half of them are seriously CGI flicks) and were shot on digital stock, edited and post processed with HD in mind. For example, Black Hawk Down looks and sounds amazing on the:
3)Sony digital surround sound system – standard fare – 5.1 surround with a nice beefy sub and some pretty respectable surround speakers make watching any movie (and some TV) a joy. Of course there was a slight hiccup in getting true digital Dolby surround out of the blu-ray player (who’d have thought that you have to plug the DVD into the Amp first and with two cables?) but since I’ve sorted that out it’s fully up and running. Additional features include an analogue radio (FM / AM) built in and some pretty nifty compression options to tidy up iPod playback and watch late at night without waking the neighbours.

So that’s what’s taking up space in the corner of the living room. We don’t have Sky (yet) so am limited to analogue terrestrial broadcast for day to day TV but the combination of amazing DVD / Blu-Ray playback and PC hookup for downloaded stuff means I’m not exactly short of things to watch.

Should I run out of material? Well there’s always the Wii (complete with some very cool games indeed) the N64, the SNES and new house mate’s PS2 to play with. If I’m being honest everything except the Wii does look a little shit on the telly but the SNES is over 15 years old – I’m just pleased it still works!

There’s more of course but as they fit neatly into a domestic post you can have them in post 3 of 3 for today …

Lost

// January 31st, 2008 // No Comments » // Personal

Not the cryptic TV series that I have yet to see (but will be watching just as soon as I can convince the GGF that Prison Break is not the be all and end all of TV) but rather the state of finding yourself in a place with no idea of how you got there or how you get out.

I am lost. Truly, utterly completely lost.

I’ve never been a big one for personal outpourings on this blog, or indeed regular outpourings of any kind not related to stupidity of traffic, but I figure a brief brain dump will do me good:

I don’t know where I am.

Which is to say I know exactly where I am but don’t recognise it. The three struts that make up the support for any person’s (or at least any normal person in the western world) life are present and correct. I have a good job that is challenging and mostly enjoyable – strut 1 – check.

I have a salary that is more than generous and allows me to save a little as well as living in a manner to which I could become accustomed – strut 2 – check.

I am happily living with said GGF and have been for 6 months without it becoming overly scary or fraught – strut 3 – check.

So why is it that I don’t feel comfortable in my life at the moment? My mood shifts between blissful contentment and burning apathy at the drop of a hat. My work is suffering, the GGF is suffering and I have no idea how I got here.

I have an idea that the way out of this place is along the path of less work – freeing up of personal resource and general reclamation of time but that requires that I start moving in that direction and I can barely bring myself to get out of bed most mornings let alone instigate massive life change over the short term. Not to mention that the only way to clear the decks is to complete various projects and I’m having difficulty at the moment even determining or retaining what I am meant to be doing day to day. To actually take more time out to complete the work outstanding is proving to be immensely difficult.

Lying in bed last night, the GGF and I were having a conversation about the materialistic nature of … well of me really. And this is something that is really getting to me. I have a number of lovely new things around that fulfil useful purposes in life (see follow up post for details) and yet seem to find little to no motivation to use them and derive little pleasure from them. Is it the case that I have focussed to tightly on possessions and toys? If so am I doing this to prevent myself from looking inward and inspecting the contents of my navel with the introspection it deserves? I think it’s certainly possible.

I suppose it’s also true that I’m starting to feel time ticking onward and am concerned that, even after all these years I have yet to find my own firm footing in this world. The transient nature of day to day life is still ever present and my place has yet to be carved out. This is unfair of course, my place is considerably more defined that it has been at any time over the past 10 years, my work, my friends, my GGF are all constant, static foundations that I can use to build myself on…

If only I could work out how to start.

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It’s oh so quiet (shh, shh)

// January 18th, 2008 // No Comments » // Personal

Erm … Hi…

The biggest problem I have with this flipping website is that, the longer I leave it between posts, the more I have to say and the less likely I am to actually write any of it.

My ongoing list of blog ideas (stored under Tomboy notes – a fantastic program for Ubuntu / Gnome users) is growing by the day but I need to get over the basic hurdle of sticking my head out into the on-line world once more and saying “Hi”.

So let’s get cracking shall we?

Plans for posts include:

  • A general what’s new in life

  • A round up of some new toys

  • A return of ROVT (for reasons that shall be made clear in a few moments)

  • Some more techy stuff regarding my very successful experiences with Ubuntu

  • Yet more techy stuff regarding IDS, Anti-spam and other development related snippets

  • A touch more techy stuff regarding blackberries, apple macs and virtualisation

  • Some silly snippets of whatever happens to be floating through my brain.

I’m not a big one for resolutions – there seems to be no better way to make yourself feel silly, but my plan for this year is one post per day … minimum. Of course I am currently 17 posts behind but I’m sure I can grab those back from somewhere.

So here’s to 2008, and may it see this blog be more fruitful than ever before!